Wednesday 2 January 2013


It’s a little past Lyrical Sunday, it’s the first day of the new year.  But Michael set “Faith" as the topic and I can’t not write something for him.

Today is my last day in my mum’s home for I don’t know how long. I can’t think that it might be forever. I have to have faith in my ability to find my way back again. I have to have faith that she will come visit me. I have to have faith that the last six weeks have given me the chance to see a life beyond the four walls of my marriage and my relationship with Captain Awesome.

I have faith in the realisation I had when I woke up from an argument in my dream - my life is not in ruins, his choices have not ruined me, they have given me the chance to be more than I was. It’s a new path to tread and by coincidence, it’s the untrod path - the one less chosen.

I have faith that I will find my way, mapping it for others in words. The words will let me see where I was and how far I have come on the darkest days and be a cause for celebration on the lightest.

I have faith that I will find support where I need it most, when I need it most. I truly believe I have the best circle of friends scattered across all time zones...

I have faith that I am a very lucky woman.


  1. Wishing that 2013 is going to be an unbelievable excellent year for you.
    Love Leanne

  2. Great thoughts may your heart be filled with courage as you journey into the unknown of the new year x

  3. He aha te mea nui?
    He tangata.
    He tangata.
    He tangata.

    What is the most important thing? It is people, it is people, it is people.

    friends friends friends :)

    praying for you x0x0x


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