Saturday, 2 February 2013

More things you *may* need to know about me...


  • Once you are important enough to make it into my VIP friends group, I am more than likely going to sign my emails with "love".
  • I will also tell you I love you. Life is too short to only use that word on death beds or at weddings.
  • It may take you five years to get into that special group, or it may take you a day. 
  • I have an excellent BS radar. 
  • I am taking one brave step a day, sometimes two. 
  • I came very close to self-harming a few weeks ago. Everything became too much.
  • I use "hun" when you are special to me.
  • I dream of having someone to cuddle with. Just cuddle.
  • I make very quick decisions about people. I don't waste my time on people that I don't feel comfortable with within minutes of meeting them.
  • I am judgemental.
  • I am fragile.
  • There have been 3 bottles of cider in my fridge since my birthday. I am too scared to drink alone. Remnants of having an alcoholic father.
  • I have started singing again.
  • I have started dancing again.
  • I'm seeing stories everywhere again.
  • I'm trusting you not to hurt me.
  • I'm taking your advice.
  • I'm laughing more.
Natalie and I - 15/12/12.
Eleven years to the day when our roles were reversed.

6 comments:

  1. Just wanted to say you have a lovely smile! Love the photos you used in your header!

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    1. Thank you Lea!! Hope you are very well!!

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  2. This is why I like reading your blog - you are so honest, and even the posts that are full of the pain in your heart and mind are beautifully written. Please, please don't feel tempted to self-harm...talk to us, tweet to us, let us be there to support you, even though you might not know us in real life xx
    P.S: having a good BS radar is a great skill to have ;)

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  3. "I am taking one brave step a day, sometimes two." good on you girl!!

    "I came very close to self-harming a few weeks ago" oh hunny
    praying for you
    your little man needs you sometimes its the thing ive had to remember over years

    singing, dancing, seeing stories everywhere and laughing more - LOVE this
    enjoy it :) .

    you are beautiful dont forget it

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  4. "I am taking one brave step a day, sometimes two." good girl!!

    "I came very close to self-harming a few weeks ago."
    youre very brave
    praying for you hunny
    remember your little man - Ive been there I know what its like
    he needs you
    same as my kids need me

    "I have started singing again.
    I have started dancing again.
    I'm seeing stories everywhere again." and
    "I'm laughing more." LOVE it!! enjoy it

    youre beautiful inside and out dont forget it

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  5. *sigh* I wish my BS radar worked
    Please don't self harm
    I love your honesty xxx

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